... It's alright, just hearing you don't think less of me helps.
[He's sincere. He understands the mindset that Ledah sees the world. It was much like the mindset of most within the Orden. Not only that, he understands that it's part of Ledah's nature. You cannot expect gods and angels to think like humans do, they weren't built that way. So the fact that Ledah noticed he's troubled over a mission, and isn't looking down at him for it... it does mean a lot.
Ledah may be an angel, through and through, but he was a good friend. He lets out sigh and roll his shoulders a little. Even if Ledah isn't great at empathy...his words managed to hit the right notes to get Jun to open up. ]
Unfortunately... Rean is kind and thoughtful, but I'm afraid he's too human for this one. [He pauses, trying to think of how to explain] I'm not entirely human, but I'm not a god or an angel either. So my perspective is...unique. As a Seal Knight, I understand the mission and what needs to be done, for the sake of this world. I do believe Forenus speaks the truth about this being good for Teyvat. In the end, this will result a greater good.
But ... as a human, I can't stop thinking about how the greater good doesn't matter to the people living here now. Removing Celestia will cause a lot of turmoil for this world. And if goes the same way as pantheon shifts did on Earth where it took centuries to stabilize, no one alive now will live long enough to see that better future. A future that they didn't even really choose for themselves, since we're the ones deciding...
[...]
It's a conundrum, to say the least. And I can't say my attempts to talk to either gods or humans on the matter have helped. They tend to struggle to understand the other perspective...and it just serves to remind me how I don't fit into either group. [Gods didn't fully grasp his emotions, while humans thought him callous. At least Ledah openly acknowledged that he doesn't understand. Which hey, respect ]
... I just wish Father Abel and Father Hansa were here. Father Abel was really good at helping me understand what I was feeling, and Father Hansa always made things feel simpler. Their work ethics left a lot to be desired, sure, but... they really helped.
[Oh...boy, he really did vented there didn't he? He gives a glance at Ledah, as if worried about him overloading his angel friend]
Oops, sorry. I really went off there didn't I? Don't feel like you have to say anything or understand. I probably just needed to get that all off my chest.
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... It's alright, just hearing you don't think less of me helps.
[He's sincere. He understands the mindset that Ledah sees the world. It was much like the mindset of most within the Orden. Not only that, he understands that it's part of Ledah's nature. You cannot expect gods and angels to think like humans do, they weren't built that way. So the fact that Ledah noticed he's troubled over a mission, and isn't looking down at him for it... it does mean a lot.
Ledah may be an angel, through and through, but he was a good friend. He lets out sigh and roll his shoulders a little. Even if Ledah isn't great at empathy...his words managed to hit the right notes to get Jun to open up. ]
Unfortunately... Rean is kind and thoughtful, but I'm afraid he's too human for this one. [He pauses, trying to think of how to explain] I'm not entirely human, but I'm not a god or an angel either. So my perspective is...unique. As a Seal Knight, I understand the mission and what needs to be done, for the sake of this world. I do believe Forenus speaks the truth about this being good for Teyvat. In the end, this will result a greater good.
But ... as a human, I can't stop thinking about how the greater good doesn't matter to the people living here now. Removing Celestia will cause a lot of turmoil for this world. And if goes the same way as pantheon shifts did on Earth where it took centuries to stabilize, no one alive now will live long enough to see that better future. A future that they didn't even really choose for themselves, since we're the ones deciding...
[...]
It's a conundrum, to say the least. And I can't say my attempts to talk to either gods or humans on the matter have helped. They tend to struggle to understand the other perspective...and it just serves to remind me how I don't fit into either group. [Gods didn't fully grasp his emotions, while humans thought him callous. At least Ledah openly acknowledged that he doesn't understand. Which hey, respect ]
... I just wish Father Abel and Father Hansa were here. Father Abel was really good at helping me understand what I was feeling, and Father Hansa always made things feel simpler. Their work ethics left a lot to be desired, sure, but... they really helped.
[Oh...boy, he really did vented there didn't he? He gives a glance at Ledah, as if worried about him overloading his angel friend]
Oops, sorry. I really went off there didn't I? Don't feel like you have to say anything or understand. I probably just needed to get that all off my chest.