[felix's first instinct, as sylvain's forehead bumps against his, is to insist that he is not embarrassed? because of course he isn't. it will take far more than sylvain's... sylvain-ness to embarrass felix—except that, um, isn't exactly true, because sylvain's sylvain-ness is all that it takes to embarrass felix. as for why, well...
...well. even as felix scowls, determinedly maintaining eye contact while refusing to be the first to pull away, felix knows that sylvain has always been a weak spot, of sorts. his weak spot, and it has as much to do with the soft shade of sylvain's eyes as it does the feeling of sylvain's fingers digging into his hips. sylvain is simply comfortable? there is, as ever, the urge to fall forward; felix thinks that he could lose himself in sylvain and feel strangely content, but as he's stubborn, so stubborn—]
I'm not embarrassed, [he mutters, very much embarrassed—but doing his best to conceal it.] You're just—
[and what is sylvain, honestly? so much. too much, if you ask felix—and thus felix huffs, hand falling from sylvain's cheek to the side of sylvain's neck. sylvain knows how he is; sylvain surely knows how he affects felix, so felix sees no reason to stroke his ego.]
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...well. even as felix scowls, determinedly maintaining eye contact while refusing to be the first to pull away, felix knows that sylvain has always been a weak spot, of sorts. his weak spot, and it has as much to do with the soft shade of sylvain's eyes as it does the feeling of sylvain's fingers digging into his hips. sylvain is simply comfortable? there is, as ever, the urge to fall forward; felix thinks that he could lose himself in sylvain and feel strangely content, but as he's stubborn, so stubborn—]
I'm not embarrassed, [he mutters, very much embarrassed—but doing his best to conceal it.] You're just—
[and what is sylvain, honestly? so much. too much, if you ask felix—and thus felix huffs, hand falling from sylvain's cheek to the side of sylvain's neck. sylvain knows how he is; sylvain surely knows how he affects felix, so felix sees no reason to stroke his ego.]
...When have I hurt you?
[like, really. really really.]