Seonho with a hand pressed against his wound, telling Hwi that he was the one thing in his life he could not bring himself to truly sacrifice. And now here he was with him again, still thinking the same thing.
The wounds might not be visible anymore, but they're still there. Seonho, with a tentative hand to his metaphorical heart, wondering if Hwi really means the words he says, and if he does, then how could he possibly mean them -- after everything Seonho's done? 'There is no point to resolution when the people I owe it to the most aren't here' he remembers saying.
But like he said, Hwi is here.]
...All these years, and yet some things never change.
[if Seonho sounded cold and closed-off before, then now he just sounds exasperated. and painfully fond. ...It still feels too raw to broach this subject that remains between them. Not with how Seonho's left things back home between them, (but would it really be impossible to start over... here?)]
Perhaps I was brought here for your sake. To curb that trusting nature of yours, that thinks so well of everyone.
[including seonho... why hasn't hwi 100% broken up with him now that they're here, Seonho will never know. but you know................ it doesn't feel so bad.................. weird........]
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Seonho with a hand pressed against his wound, telling Hwi that he was the one thing in his life he could not bring himself to truly sacrifice. And now here he was with him again, still thinking the same thing.
The wounds might not be visible anymore, but they're still there. Seonho, with a tentative hand to his metaphorical heart, wondering if Hwi really means the words he says, and if he does, then how could he possibly mean them -- after everything Seonho's done? 'There is no point to resolution when the people I owe it to the most aren't here' he remembers saying.
But like he said, Hwi is here.]
...All these years, and yet some things never change.
[if Seonho sounded cold and closed-off before, then now he just sounds exasperated. and painfully fond. ...It still feels too raw to broach this subject that remains between them. Not with how Seonho's left things back home between them, (but would it really be impossible to start over... here?)]
Perhaps I was brought here for your sake. To curb that trusting nature of yours, that thinks so well of everyone.
[including seonho... why hasn't hwi 100% broken up with him now that they're here, Seonho will never know. but you know................ it doesn't feel so bad.................. weird........]